My Teacher Turned Me to a Nymphomaniac  

He asked ''joy, why do you hate me? it has been four years since we started dating and up till now you won't even allow me kiss you,'' 

How will I compose my lie to tell him I don't feel for him as much as he feels for me, how will I tell him about my past. I have been pushing him away for years now because I don't want to hurt him with my past, I don't want to scare him of. For the first time in my life, I just want to be useful to myself, but how long will I keep it away from him? Do I have the courage to tell him, will he accept me if I tell him?. Fear gripped me.

My past was too shameful to talk about and my perfect line then came back ''I was a cup for everyone, I was the sweetest wine anyone would want to have more taste of, I was rare and unique.'' 

My beauty like my mum says, is that of a goddess that any woman who sees me when I was a little girl would walk up to me and ask of my name. She said I was so fair and attractive and I always had a cute smile on. In primary six, I believed my mum stories. I was so much loved by my primary teacher; he loved me so much that even though I failed to answer a question correctly he never for once scolded me. I fell so much with him as well and I became very comfortable around him. 

I would always sit with him in his office and sometimes eat from the same plate with him, I took him as the elder brother I never had. He brought up the idea of extra lesson for me since I was about to take my common entrance exam. I was happy about it because I always wanted to be around him and my mum agreed and fixed it on a Friday after the close of school. 

The first Friday, he was so calm and lenient with me and that increased my respect for him, he got me food as well and took me home. I got to school on Monday, and my classmates didn't talk to me, even when i tried talking to them they ignored me. I was lonely and decided to always be in my teacher's office, so most of my day in school I was always in his office. My proprietress was comfortable with it because she trusted the man so much. he has been working with her for 15years so she took him as a brother. 

Weeks went by and I still couldn't get my classmates to talk to me no matter how much I tried, they were envious of me because I was the teacher's favorite and being a little girl, I was always crying at one corner of the class. 

One day during assembly hour, the proprietress came and announced that all pry6 pupils will be going for an excursion the next week and it will be in alphabetical order by surnames. Nextweek came and the first set went with the assistant class teacher leaving behind my favorite teacher and other students. Since there was no one to talk to I went to his office and was playing with him, he asked me to come over to his table, I hurriedly stood up and went, he told me to bend down, I did and he pulled down his trouser and asked if I like him? I said yes that he is my best teacher. He said if I like him that I should lick his penis, I didn't hesitate and I did. After a while he told me to stand up and said ''if you tell anybody this, I won't allow you write your exam'' I promised him not to tell anyone then he smiled and said ''for a girl your age, you are so smart.  You are 8years old and so mature.'' I smiled back. This act continued every day, I don't know how he timed himself so well that we never got caught, I licked his penis every day and gradually I started enjoying it that sometimes I am the one who does it willingly. Weeks passed by, and one faithful Friday during my extra lesson my teacher turned my whole world around. As usual, he asked me to lick his penis and rather than normal, I noticed he was vibrating and got scared, he told me to lie down on the table which I did. He pulled down my panties and kept his finger in me. I don't know why I didn't feel pain but I guess it because I was already enjoying licking his penis. He started using his penis to rub on my virginal, he told me to calm down and trust him, I nodded in reply and before I knew what was happening, I felt something inside of me, I didn't scream or shout, it was painful but it felt so good, I didn't want him to stop and it was strange because he was married with two kids but I never got to know his age. 

He always had me anytime he wanted and I didn't complain because I loved it, we did it many times a day and sometimes I asked for it. We continued till I wrote my exam and left and even while in jss1 in another school I would go to his house and we would do it all day before going home. My mum never knew because she was very busy and traveled always. I was always home with my aunty who was in sss3 preparing for exam so she always got home late. I got addicted to it and couldn't go a day without it, we had sex from when I was eight and when I became 15years. He moved out from where he was staying. I couldn't control it because I had not seen or heard from him for a while, I missed him, so I started it with my neighbor, it was different with him because his dick was bigger and I enjoyed it much more. My neighbor and I had it anywhere because it was just a compound of two. So anytime no one was at home i go to his house and we had sex all day. He made me enjoy it because he licked my virginal every time and i always begged for more because I have never felt something so good.

We continued having sex morning and night and fortunately for me, I was on holiday so I got to have it as long as I wanted. He was so good that i didn't notice other guys around as far as he was giving it to me well. He finally got a job and was living home in the morning and coming back at night, I didn't get to see him always so this time I started it up with my classmates. This time, they were two and it was much fun than I expected. We always had each other in one of the boys house because he lived with his father who goes to work and came back late. Most times we skip school and stay at home having sex; the fun part about it was that while one was having sex with me, the other one was playing with my boobs. Most times I would scream out loud in passion because it felt like I was in heaven, they did it so well and nothing felt like it. One morning we agreed to meet at the same house because we were on midterm break so we couldn't see in school, I got to the house and meet their absence but instead met the boy’s father. Being I was to pretty and attractive, the father feel in love with me and just that day on that same spot, we had sex. I didn't feel it because I was too wide for his penis so it was like there was nothing inside me. I noticed the way he was struggling to satisfy me and suddenly I asked him to stop and I walked out. I got home and was left with thought, I wasn't sad because I wasn't satisfied, I was sad because I came to realize how much of a useless person I had become, I noticed that one person couldn't satisfy me because I was used to two, I realized that my life had turned out useless and I started crying, I prayed to God for a change and while praying my teacher came in. I was filled with happiness and forgot I was praying and jumped on him, I don't know what came over him, maybe he missed me, i just couldn't explain. He grabbed me and made love to me so bad, he noticed how wide I had become and he said ''I see you have gone far, now I am going to take you to another phase of pleasure.'' he fingered my anus and he kept his penis inside. The anal sex felt so good and there again I knew I was in for another thing, that became my pursuit for sex, I didn't want anything else apart from anal sex so once more he became my target. I always went to his house and had anal sex with him because I didn't want someone else. It has been long I felt you I said to him, I thanked him for coming back. I missed him so much and to be more grateful, he came back with a new method ''ANAL'' if it wasn't anal, sex wasn't interesting to me anymore, he did it so well that instead of going to school I will spend the whole day in his house because at that time his family had traveled. He invited his friend over and while his friend was having me my teacher would sit and watch. This continued but the most unforgettable day came, it happened so fast but felt nothing like passion but crazy feeling, a new idea was introduced to me and I accepted it. While one made love to me in my virginal, the other one had me in my anus. I screamed so loud because I couldn't control it, I didn't beg for a stop but rather asked for two anal which I got without delay and finally the worst happened. In pursuit for sex I didn't notice I had missed my period for three months, it downed on me that I was pregnant. I didn't know who the father was or who to go to because I had had sex with different people and to add to it, I had missed school many times and didn't realize I had missed my mock exam. I had many things going on with and it felt like I was losing my mind. Due to fear I kept it to myself, then one fateful morning after morning devotion, my mum noticed my strange look and took me to her room, I was already six months gone. 

She asked who the father was and I couldn't answer because there was no answer to be given, she looked at me in anger and threw me out of the house and I knew my world had ended. I spent days wondering around and as a result of stress I had miscarriage. I had not eaten for days, or slept peaceful, i had no option but to go back to my mum, I got home and started crying, I begged for forgiveness, I begged for mercy and I begged for her love. She looked at me and asked'' where will I forgive you from, the fact you got pregnant or the fact that you chose to be school dropout?' 'I had no reply to those questions.  She walked out leaving me on my knees. I ran after her, looked at her and swore on heavens not to ever make her cry again, she took me up even though she was heartbroken and she said ''I can't ignore you as a mother but I will guide you through the right path.'' she took me to church for deliverance and since then I have been doing everything possible to avoid any mistake again, to create a distance between closeness with any guy, i made only few my friends not  because I don't want to have a relationship but because I feel being too close to them might make me sin against my mother again. This decision somehow became a problem, the few guys that asked to be my boyfriend and I accepted just to be with one particular guy, all wanted sex from the beginning and I always refused, this has cost me three relationships. I didn't mind because I wasn't looking for sex, I was looking for happiness. For me to stop crying or going through heartbreaks, I decided to stay away from relationships or even if I am ever going to have one, I am going to make the guy wait till marriage. I know i am no longer a virgin but ''the pride of a woman is her body'' no man wants to marry an expired product.